As any of you here already believe in alternative medicine, you already know the dangers involved with psychiatric medication. I am sure I am preaching to the choir if I told you why I didn't want to take them any more.
I have thought this over and over and I keep coming back to the same conclusion. I think what I need to do is to see an alternative practitioner and get his or her professional advice and then go from that as so many in the psychiatry and psychology profession say that it is extrememly dangerous to stop taking your meds on your own.
Even if this in itself were not true, at least for me, meaning that I, myself would suffer no ill effects, if I weaned myself off without the permission of my psychiatrist and simply stopped going there, I fear that I would be at their mercy if someone from their end, my psychiatrist, case worker, etc, were to put in a rocommendation for me to be involunterily committed to a psychitric institution, where they could very easily force me to take the meds by injection. Then, of course, I would be charged for all this when they eventually let me out.
Am I right in this? Are these reasonable fears? I very much want to get off these drugs. Every time I see my psychiatrist, I ask if he can wean me off and he says, "Of course. It is not healthy to be on these drugs for years. I will make a note to discuss this and we will talk about this at our next session." At the next session, I ask again and he simply says the same thing.
And then add to that, that the time has come for my annual review with my caseworker. I met with him yesterday. And you know what he said? He asked me if I had any friends. I said yes. And he said, "Can you give me their names?"!! After telling him that I didn't want to sacrifice their privacy by bringing them into anything, he consented to me only giving first names. I thought of some names of girls I had gone to school with years ago. "Patty, Amy", etc. I really feel that this is a serious invasion into my privacy. What do my friends have to do with my mental health and the treatment I get??
Please help. I so much do not want to go there any more. But if I go anywhere else, I will have to pay much more. The place I go to now is free. The clinic that I went to before that charged me a $60 co pay for a med review and I was required to see a therapist at least twice a month, paying $30 an hour just to see the psychiatrist. I'd like to just get out of it altogether. I need to see a psychiatrist, who would recommend that I don't need to take psychiatric meds in order to not see a psychiatrist. But no psychitrist, from what I can see, would want to do that if it meant his having less clients and making less money.
Thanks in advance.
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