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Hi all. I am really depressed about something. I want to become a lifetime member of the NaturalCures website which will then make me a member of G.I.N. The problem is, I am a full-time college student and I in no way, shape, or form can afford either. It really stinks because I want to join both of these. What is a person in my situation to do(poor college kid)? I really feel like its hopeless...