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After a really bad 3-4 weeks, I am back on this site. For the past couple weeks, I couldn’t get back on because I was mad at myself for not having the willpower to get through the protocol. Not to mention, I have my jaw wired shut and that kind of makes it hard to to the diet. Haha.. But I am back. I am doing strange twist on the diet to see if MAYBE it will still work for me. I can still do small food intake with my jaw being wired shut (extreme TMJ) so I am going to try the HCG again. Today wa… Continue

Ok. I am ashamed to admit it.. I fell off the wagon this morning. I ate some food not on the approved diet. Now I am trying to figure out what to do about that. I guess just jump back on as best as I can. Any one have any suggestions when this happens? Has anyone just gone off the rails and ate? I know I messed up my weight loss and need to back peddle. I felt it slow down last night, so I am cutting out the stevia. The sweetness makes me feel guilty and makes me also want more sweets.. which is… Continue

Day 6 of shots – Day 4 of 500 cal diet – total lost – 11.3 lbs

Woke up this morning and wanted breakfast. Wasn’t hungry but I WANTED food. Mentally. I could feel those food cravings around the fringes of my brain. I tried breathing them away.. Tried tapping them away. Even tried smoking them away (yes, I know smoking is gross and negates my healthy quest) but I still sat there, jaw clenched and wanted a Protein Smoothie so bad this morning that I could taste it. But I did not give in. I drank a… Continue

For anyone who has any kind of eating disorder or addiction, I can relate. I think even as young as 12, I remember worrying about my weight and looking at the really skinny girls in class and wanting to have slimmer legs. But not so much that it was outside the realm of being a typical female most of the time. I never binged, purged, or starved myself. But I feel that once I got into college and my weight went up and down, I slowly became obsessed with it all. One year in college I was really si… Continue

Today is Day 4 of the shots…. And here is my progression thus far.

Friday and Saturday, I started the shots and the binge eating. Which I have come to realize we have to do so when we are done binging, we wont want to eat ever again. :) Makes it really easy to start the VLCD. If I eat another carb and sugar filled muffin in the next two years, it will be too soon.

So, I weighed myself yesterday on the start of the VLCD. Before I give away what the scale told me, I must first admit that this is… Continue